Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Heartbreak Warfare (JM)


Today is a coma day. An I-wish-I-wasn’t-awake day. I do not believe I’ll make it through in one piece. I feel as if I could break right now, and putting on a front of happiness…well, I just couldn’t give a shit to carry through with that.

Last night was, by far, the most difficult for sleep yet. I may have got a couple hours in there. The rest was acute restlessness brought on by a fear of sleeping. I do not want to dream of FG anymore and see his face. I gave in last night to those fears, I’ll pay the price today.

I am angry at and about so many things. My annoyance with people has already shown in a few ways at work.

Life goes on, so for a lighter note: Happy Birthday PAL. I hope this next year brings you adventures you’ve yet to dream of.

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